Well, I came home with the highest award but I’m still unsatisfied. How is that even possible? There is no way that I could have gotten higher recognition, but I want more. This entire time, I expected myself to win. If I didn’t, I would have gone apeshit and spent the rest of the week crying out of pathetic misery. I don’t think I could ever be satisfied with myself and I always want improvement. I don’t know if this is a blessing or a curse.